That’s what depression is, folks. It’s a deep pit, with matte black walls, and you can’t get a foothold to find a way to climb out assuming you were able to find the energy or desire to even want to make an attempt to climb out. And that’s a mighty big “if.”
I haven’t been in this bad a depression in a very long time. I can’t make myself do anything beyond going to work. I don’t want to see anybody, talk to anybody, do anything. It’s horrible.
I am taking my meds, but since I just started them back up a few weeks ago, I know I’ve got a while before they’ll fully kick in. So if you’re wondering why I’ve dropped off the planet, that’s why. Bear with me. I just need to be alone for a while.