I’m having the hardest time bouncing back from this surgery. Usually it seems like mentally I’m way ahead of the game, so that I’m wanting to do things way ahead of my body’s ability to do them. But this time neither my brain nor my body is doing anything very fast. I’m laggin’ and draggin’. I just got an e-mailed reprimand by one of the supervisors who mistook something I wrote as my being irritable about something. So I had to explain to her that I’m not irritable, just having hard time recovering from this surgery. I’m supposed to be back to full time this week, and I honestly don’t know how I’m going to do it. I have no energy, no strength, no appetite. Just can’t do much of anything. I don’t like feeling this way. My post-op appointment is at 4:30 today, so I’ll talk to the doctor about it, see what she says. Sorry to whinge, that’s just where I am right now.
Draggin’
30 Monday Apr 2007
Posted in Me and my breasts
i’m sorry you are having a hard time bouncing back. are we still getting together tomorrow or do you want to re-schedule?
You are emotionally and mentally exhausted, just because it turned out okay you have weeks of worry and anxiety to heal from. Give yourself time to recover.